Pushover |

Pushover

Get a grip you egomaniacal back-stabber
Was not your invectiveness that traumatized me
Was not your harassment that terrorized me you little rookie antagonist
So screw your “friendly” intervention & gathering of virgin apostles

Your cardinal reign is over now
I have zero interest in appealing to mainstream
Your cardinal reign is over now
I’ve no further interest in assuming victimization

Take a look at me world:
This is what happens when for years you’ve held & pushed it back inside
This is what happens when for years you’ve lifted them but not yourself
This is what becomes of pressed down hate-raging frustration
This is how you function after years spent enabling chronic deluders

Your cardinal reign is over now
I have zero interest in appealing to mainstream
Your cardinal reign is over now
I’ve no further interest in assuming victimization

Now is your term
Poor “Ren,”
Feel the servility I felt?!
Feels so damn good to fully exculpate myself
Time is up, light dims
You, under blanket of shame
Finally getting what you dealt:
Black eye & losing your sick game

Your cardinal reign is over now
I have zero interest in appealing to mainstream
Your cardinal reign is over now
I’ve no further interest in assuming victimization

Maybe it took me longer than most to figure out what was killing me
Maybe it took me longer than most to purge them:
Scathing man & cancer in me
My heart is in my throat now
I’ve got it figured out now
I’ve got this under my thumb now

Your cardinal reign is over now
I have zero interest in appealing to mainstream
Your cardinal reign is over now
I’ve no further interest in assuming victimization